everything is just going sooo wrong..im freaking having a fever right now..37.5...37.6...37.7..37.8..still going higher??positive about that...

                mum's crying again..over the same thing again...my dad lar..always complaining abt the electricity bills..we tried so hard just to freaking save that TINY LITTLE bit of electricity...and yet does he appreciate it??NO..all he knows is we're wasting electricity..all he sees are our short term memory when we forget to switch off the lights..and all he does is scold scold scold..and when we switch the lights off..does he appreciate it??HELL NO!!he thinks that we SHOULD do all that..what abt him??he left the tv and lights and fans on while he happily went off to bath!! how was that for saving electricity huh??and damn that PUB..increasing the price of the electricity usage..making it such that even if we use less the amount we have to pay is still $100++ wtf...i have the urge to freaking grow up and work and throw all the money into my dad's face can....

                  arhg!!!fine..ok he's my dad..this entry is just to freaking rant..im nt serious abt throwing the money in his face...money money money..everyone is vexed over it...why cant we all have enough money??with money there would be much lesser quarrellings and sadness around...sian...

                  im suffering enough as it is...the fever is not helping at all..feeling dizzy whenever i stand up and walk..feel as though the whole world is spinning...i want to go offline and sleep..but haiz..there's something i need to settle before i do that...please..hurry up and come online...

        if i have the powers of the God i would bless that you will never be sad anymore, because i want to see you happy..and throw that sad face away forever..